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i’m not particularly proud that before i met Mistress this was how i used to spend much of my spare time. What is a guy who is submissive to his core, but with no other outlet, supposed to do? i don’t want to make excuses, it’s a disgusting habit, and very disrespectful. i am fortunate that i have now met somebody who was able to correct this bad behaviour and bring me under control. Nowadays my orgasms are strictly rationed. Under no circumstances am i allowed to touch myself without Her permission. On top of this, pornography (mine of course happens to be all of a Femdom persuasion) is banned outright. Even my reading of blogs is tightly controlled. i am a changed and much happier submissive, who is not in the least bit tempted to do what the title of this line suggests. i dread to think what Her reaction would be if i did, but that is something i am quite confident to say that i will never find out.
